“I am an atheist— yet my decision a dozen years ago to join the choir at First Unitarian has opened a gigantic window of personal (dare I say, spiritual?) growth for me, and, though I shudder to hear myself say it, I think that I have become a ‘minister’ of music as a result”. David Spanagel
My family began attending worship services at First
Unitarian when our son reached kindergarten age. Having been
unchurched myself, the weekly Sunday ritual started out very much as a
chore that I had little desire for.
The one dimension of weekly worship services that did really brighten my
whole outlook was the music I heard and shared at First Unitarian.
I gloried in the power of the organ chords as they penetrated the entire space
of the sanctuary, and I marveled at the ambition of the choir’s classical music
repertoire.
Occasionally, I even felt a transcendent chill of beauty and
truth in the sounds that emanated from the soloists’ voices, or from the
collaborations I witnessed among extraordinarily talented instrumental
musicians who seemed to “live” in this place. [Transcendence is an
unusual feeling for me in part because I am an atheist, and therefore not
particularly attuned to any such spiritual sensations.]
After about four years of just sitting and singing along
with the congregation in the pews, I showed up at a choir rehearsal one night
and was astounded to learn that there was no audition required or expected! Whoever
feels like singing with the choir is welcomed, regardless of their ability to
sight-read, reproduce intervals flawlessly, or sustain a long phrase without
taking a breath. How was it possible that this collection of singers
I had admired each week were not all professional-caliber musicians? Here
was a genuine miracle! [“Miracle” is not a word I ordinarily include
in my vocabulary.]
In sum, my rash decision a dozen years ago to join the choir
at First Unitarian has opened a gigantic window of personal (dare I say,
spiritual?) growth for me, and, though I shudder to hear myself say it, I think
that I have become a “minister” of music as a result. The Music
Program compels me to want to be at First Unitarian week after week, regardless
of weather or other surmountable obstacles.
I remember your solo - bel canto, from the pulpit. You were great. JCD
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